escort diary® of Paz Bizarre: Why Adult Baby Regression is one of My Most Requested Offerings as 'Mummy'
Adult Baby regression is the work I'm most known for, as 'Mummy Paz'.
Not pegging or filth play. Not the sissification or feminisation sessions people assume dominate my calendar.
It's the hotel or dungeon I set up as 'the nursery'. The nappies, both cloth and disposable, the bottles, the dummy, the regression into a space where adult responsibility simply does not exist.
WHAT ADULT BABY/ LITTLES REGRESSION ACTUALLY ARE:
Let me be clear, this is NOT 'age play'.
Age play is broad. It can be sexual, non-sexual, parent/child roleplay, or bratty teenager dynamics.
Adult Baby regression is specific.
It is about accessing infancy. Not childhood, but infancy. Usually, the primal, the pre-verbal, the pre-responsibility and completely dependent state.
Nappies are not a costume; rather, they serve as a psychological anchor. The bottle is not a prop; it is a tool for regression.
When I work with Adult Babies, I'm not playing a role. I'm holding space for someone to let go of everything they carry in their adult life. Control, responsibility, decision-making, shame...all of it drops away.
That's what makes it powerful, and that's why it is some of the most requested work I do.
WHY PEOPLE NEED THIS:
The clients who book such sessions are often not doing it casually.
They have been thinking about this for years and sometimes decades. They have hidden it from partners, friends and their therapists. They have been told, or they have told themselves, that this desire is shameful, broken, proof of something wrong.
And then they find someone who does not flinch. Someone who understands that this is not about sex or perversion, it is about safety.
HERE'S WHAT I HEAR IN ALMOST EVERY ADULT BABY CONSULTATION:
"I've never told anyone this before"
"I thought I was the only one"
"I don't know why I need this, but I do"
And here is what I usually tell them: 'You don't need to know why. You just need to let it happen'.
WHAT HAPPENS IN A SESSION:
I don't do "light" AB work. If you're booking me for this, you're getting the full experience.
*Diapering/ nappy changes.
Properly! Not a loose adult nappy you put on yourself. I'm talking powder, positioning, the ritualised care that comes with it.
Regarding nappy changes. I change nappies, both wet and soiled. For me, this is part of the complete regression experience.
*Bottle feeding.
You are held, positioned and fed at my pace, not yours.
*Regression language.
I use baby talk when it serves the dynamic. I do not, when it doesn't.
This isn't about me performing "Mummy"; rather, it's about you accessing the mental state where that language works.
*Punishment when needed.
If you become bratty, if you resist, if you test boundaries, there are consequences. Time-outs. Scolding. Sometimes physical discipline (within negotiated limits).
Is there a sexual component? Well, that is negotiable.
Some AB clients find arousal incompatible with regression, and they want to access a completely non-sexual headspace.
Others find erotic elements enhance their experience. I believe both are valid.
Therefore, we discuss this in consultation and structure the session accordingly.
What matters is what serves your regression, not what I or others think AB "should" be.
The goal is to access the psychological space you need. For some people, that is pure comfort and dependency. For others, it includes erotic humiliation or sexual release.
There's no wrong way to regress; there's only what works for you.
Of course, I will guide you and make recommendations. This is why Adult Baby has a different rate, as extended time and multiple sessions are recommended for stress relief.
The goal isn't orgasm. The goal is letting go.
WHY I'M GOOD AT THIS:
I have been doing AB work since I started professionally, in 2014.
When I trained in Berlin, part of my apprenticeship involved working as a submissive before I was allowed to dominate. I experienced what it felt like to be on the receiving end of power exchange, including infantilisation, dependency, and the psychological vulnerability that comes with it.
I know what it feels like to surrender that completely. To be in a space where you are not making decisions, not performing competence, and not holding anything together.
And I know how to create that space for someone else.
Furthermore, I am naturally maternal in this dynamic, and as a mother myself (an actual, biological mother of small humans, not the archetype), I excel in these sessions.
People describe me as not soft or permissive, but attentive. I read when someone is slipping into subspace, and I know when to push and when to hold steady. I know the difference between a client who needs strictness and one who needs comfort.
That's not something you can fake. Either you understand the psychology of regression or you do not.
I do.
SHAME & TABOO:
This is the hardest part for most clients.
Adult Baby regression carries massive stigma. Even within kink communities, it is still often treated as "too weird," "too much," and the edge case nobody wants to talk about. Adult Babies tend to be very private!
I have had private Adult Baby events. A maximum of three, fully screened & vetted Adult Babies show up for 'play time'. I realised Adult Baby nursery with babies to play with, would always be a small ‘group’.
However when I host a 'Bizarre Salon' (A Try Bi event), tickets are sold out every time, and I have had to cap tickets for logistical and security purposes.
People seem to be fine with bondage, impact play, and even some edge play. But nappies? Bottles? Nappy changes? Regression into infancy?
That makes some people uncomfortable. I believe it is because it touches on vulnerability in a way most kink does not.
So, my AB clients come in often carrying years of shame. They've been hiding this and they've been told, implicitly or explicitly, that this desire is disgusting.
And part of my job is to dismantle that.
Not by reassuring them it's "normal" (I do not care about normal). But by showing them that I do not flinch and that this is just another form of power exchange. That their shame isn't warranted at all, it's just conditioned.
By the end of a session, many of my AB clients cry.
Not because I've hurt them. Because they've finally let themselves be this thing they've been hiding and it did not destroy them. It did not make them unlovable. It just… was.
That is powerful. And that's why they come back.
Nearly ALL my Adult Baby clients, especially my regulars, have HIGH power occupations paired with HIGH responsibility. As well as that, they have almost ZERO places where they can drop the persona, drop the mask, without losing their status, control or reputation.
When they are with me, they now have that safe, skilled place to surrender and be seen, without it threatening their public identity.
WHY THIS KINK MATTERS:
I could fill my calendar with pegging and sissification sessions. Those are easier to market and they're more mainstream-kink-acceptable.
But AB work is where I see the most transformation and I genuinely enjoy that!
It is where clients access parts of themselves, they did not know how to reach. It's where shame gets dismantled. It's where people realise, they're not broken, they're just wired differently.
It is also the work I find most meaningful.
Not because it's "deep" in some abstract sense. But because I watch people leave my space lighter, less burdened and more integrated.
That's not something every session type offers.
IF YOU'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS:
If you've been curious about AB regression but too scared to ask?
I've worked with first-timers who have never worn a nappy. I have also worked with experienced ABs who've been in the lifestyle for years. I've even worked with clients who didn't know this was even a thing until they stumbled across my content and just were curious to try it!
The common thread? They all needed a space where this could exist without judgment.
That's what I offer.
December availability is almost gone. I'm offline January 1-19. After that, bookings reopen January 20.
If you've been sitting on this, if you've been waiting for the "right time", don't wait anymore. Reach out to me to feel seen.
Kindest, Mummy Paz
Contact: paz@pazbizarre.com.au
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