escort diary® of Shelby Rose: A beautiful exchange of messages
He writes: Hello Shelby. I am reflecting on the times I have spent with you and wish to thank you for the way you receive me - even though it is a commercial thing I feel welcomed as a lover and a friend. You many not realise how valued that makes me feel. As I have regained my sense of well being - from living a more directed life - I have regained my mental and also my physical vigour to the extent that - excuse the details - I wake with a strong erection - and no longer rely on medications to ensure an erection when playing. The one proviso there is that an ejaculation does not always occur - but does not diminish the satisfaction I receive through intimate sexual play. When younger and practising yoga and Tai - Chi I did experience ‘dry orgasm’ on occasion - with the accompanying release of the endorphins if that is right hormone or chemical associated with orgasm.
I’m not aware enough of my own psychology to know why it is that intimacy is more important than sex itself ( I have read somewhere that actually women desire sex but we think it is intimacy - and men desire intimacy but it’s thought that it’s sex they desire) but that may be because of a ‘western way of thinking’ where the concept of intimacy between men is not culturally developed. Maybe it is but not recognised … for instance have found that there are several small groups of men that meet for coffee in town. Even so there is something special with intimacy with a woman - being touched and welcomed into her space.
I guess you can validate what I’m saying with your perception of your other regular clients.
There’s a James Taylor song about the Cowboy on the range - I guess I feel like that character at times and feel that when I walk through your door ‘I’ve come in from the cold’.
In all of what I’m saying is just to thank you for who you are and the gift you are able to provide.
My response: Good morning.
The above, it is truly a pleasure to give intimacy. Yes, there's a remuneration aspect, but in truth, that also allows me the time, flexibility and energy to be present as my best self - sometimes at short notice.
It is true that men, especially the older men, crave that intimacy. The paying for sex is just the excuse they sometimes don't realise they are utilising as the means.
As for your health improvements from our time, on my twitter and blusky, I have the bio "adding colour since 2019"- because that is what a bit of a testosterone boost can do, add colour
After 45, this is why men convince themselves they are in love with their secretary. The new partner makes colours brighter and all senses are fresh and new.
Then in 5 years they need a new secretary. Which is why I think open relationships are better. The couple stays and enjoys what they have built, committed to their children, grandchildren and routine, friends, shared aspects- but holiday with a novel partner and the other partner celebrates their joy. However, not so many are that enlightened. And society has sold everyone on monogamy.
I will also add that I was explaining to my doctor about my work, that I literally sell my pleasure. My orgasms are very valuable to the men in my work life. They want to see my pleasure. Real, genuine pleasure that they get to experience- some women don't orgasm, often because they "eat the same meal for 20 years" - another shit aspect of monogamy, a lack of exploration. So a man, seeing a woman experiencing a deep, real pleasure, will be so thrilled with that. He might learn something, because lets face it, porn icam be a crap instructor. No wonder men think you just poke it in, thrust 4 times, and she orgasms
If anyone has read that Wall of Text. Thank you. If you are on the client side of this site, know that others also would love a community where they can openly discuss the benefits of engaging a sex worker.
Have a great weekend!
