escort diary® of Paz Bizarre: The Fantasy You've Never Said Out Loud
Hello!
There's something powerful about the moment someone finally says what they've been afraid to say out loud.
"I want to be humiliated"
"I need to regress"
"I've always wondered what it would feel like to be feminised"
I've been doing this work for a long time, and that moment, when someone stops performing and just tells the truth is hot!
Here's what I specialise in:
Humiliation that's psychologically precise, not mean. I strip away ego without destroying confidence. The goal isn't to make you feel small, it's to help you let go of the exhausting work of holding yourself together.
Adult baby / ABDL dynamics where you can finally stop being "the capable one" and just... be cared for. Mummy energy. Regression. Bottle feeding, nappy changes, and the kind of nurturing authority that feels both safe and exposing.
Sissification and feminisation that isn't about mocking femininity; it's about exploring the parts of yourself you've been taught to suppress. Makeup, styling, guidance. I'm a former fashion stylist and theatre performer, so transformation is something I genuinely love.
Pegging and anal training for people who've never quite gotten there before. Patient, thorough, and surprisingly intimate.
Toilet play for those ready to explore the edge of vulnerability, degradation, and trust.
Mummy/MILF dynamics where mature dominance meets intuitive care. I embody soft power. I don't need to yell to be felt.
What I'm really good at:
Reading you. I ask the questions no one else thinks to ask. And I create space where your shame doesn't have to come with you.
I don't follow scripts. I respond to you and what you need in the moment, and often, not what you thought you wanted when you walked in.
Who I'm looking for:
People who want more than a one-time thrill. My best work happens with clients who return, because trust compounds, and rapport takes time.
I'm also drawn to neurodivergent clients (I'm AuDHD myself). If you've spent your life feeling misunderstood, or like your desires don't make sense, I get it. And I can help you decode what your body and mind have been trying to tell you.
This isn't for everyone.
If you're looking for a checklist experience or someone to perform for you, I'm not your Domme.
But if you're ready to be seen, really seen, in all your complexity, your vulnerability, your strange and beautiful desires...
Let's connect
- Paz
