escort diary® of Missfitme: New city, new silence
New City, New Silence..
Moving to a new city always feels glamorous from the outside, but no one ever sees the quiet that comes after the adrenaline fades.
I lit a candle, just to hear something in this empty space, the soft flicker filling the room with a warm glow. Sunshine Coast is beautiful… the kind of place people dream of escaping to. But tonight, the silence felt louder than the ocean outside my window.
I kept catching myself scrolling through my calendar, expecting familiar names, familiar faces—those regulars who knew how to make me laugh, who knew exactly how to treat me. Now it’s just blank pages waiting to be filled.
There’s a sweetness in starting over, but there’s also a sting. I’m surrounded by new streets, new restaurants, new possibilities… yet I’ve never felt more aware of how alone I am.
I guess what I’m really craving tonight isn’t luxury or attention it’s company. Someone warm, present, and open. Someone to sit with me while I unpack this new chapter. Someone to break the silence, even for a few hours.
Maybe tomorrow, the diary will feel lighter. Maybe tomorrow, someone new will walk into my world and make this place feel a little less empty.
But tonight?
Tonight, I’m just a woman in a new city… hoping someone will keep me company.
