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I’d never done anything like this before. I was nervous and hesitant. I’m a 40-year-old neurodivergent mother, living with CPTSD, and I’d recently discovered my long-term partner had been cheating on me our entire relationship. I am beyond heartbroken.
I thought deeply about what I needed to help me heal. First, I needed to feel safe, so I could relax and allow myself to receive.
I researched the heck out of options for women to find male escorts. Most of what I found was exactly what I expected (young men in cringey poses ha!). Not for me.
Then I came across Adam’s profile. He seemed different. His photos were tasteful, sexy, and real. His eyes were kind.
And his words… As soon as I read his profile, I knew he was who I was looking for. This was what I needed… to be cared for, worshipped, and given the space to be myself and have fun.
But because of my past betrayals, I hesitated. Could Adam really be for real? Does a man who is so passionate and caring towards women actually exist, and in this industry? Short answer: Yes. He does.
I finally built up the courage to contact him. He responded quickly, his messages were warm and light-hearted. We spoke over the phone, he was so easy to talk to that my anxiety lifted, and I could see past my nerves that this was going to be fun.
Then, the night before our booking, I got my period! I’m perimenopausal and rarely get it anymore. I panicked and messaged Adam. He offered to call me straight away.
Adam took the time to reassure me that, if I was comfortable, we could still have an intimate booking. He even said it was actually a positive sign, that my body was naturally preparing itself for our experience together. Who is this guy?! Can he really be for real??!! Yep. He is.
Then I met him. His kind eyes. His absolutely joyous smile. When he smiles, his whole face lights up, and I couldn’t help but smile with him.
Adam has such a calming presence. He made conversation easy (and I am not good with talking to new people, it was all him!). We spent the first hour just talking and easing into gentle touch.
Adam maintained open communication the whole way through, making sure I was comfortable and enjoying myself. I asked him to take the lead because I was so nervous. Boy, did he. He struck the perfect balance of lead and follow, gentle and strong… The next two hours were exactly what I’d been missing.
He worshipped my body.
He cared for me.
He was sweet and beautiful.
He was joyous and playful.
He was sexy and carefree.
His energy was wild and free, always with safety and care.
I laughed just as much as I got hot and sweaty!
I truly believe he loves women, and that he wants to honour us and give to us exactly as we deserve.
I thought deeply about what I needed to help me heal. First, I needed to feel safe, so I could relax and allow myself to receive.
I researched the heck out of options for women to find male escorts. Most of what I found was exactly what I expected (young men in cringey poses ha!). Not for me.
Then I came across Adam’s profile. He seemed different. His photos were tasteful, sexy, and real. His eyes were kind.
And his words… As soon as I read his profile, I knew he was who I was looking for. This was what I needed… to be cared for, worshipped, and given the space to be myself and have fun.
But because of my past betrayals, I hesitated. Could Adam really be for real? Does a man who is so passionate and caring towards women actually exist, and in this industry? Short answer: Yes. He does.
I finally built up the courage to contact him. He responded quickly, his messages were warm and light-hearted. We spoke over the phone, he was so easy to talk to that my anxiety lifted, and I could see past my nerves that this was going to be fun.
Then, the night before our booking, I got my period! I’m perimenopausal and rarely get it anymore. I panicked and messaged Adam. He offered to call me straight away.
Adam took the time to reassure me that, if I was comfortable, we could still have an intimate booking. He even said it was actually a positive sign, that my body was naturally preparing itself for our experience together. Who is this guy?! Can he really be for real??!! Yep. He is.
Then I met him. His kind eyes. His absolutely joyous smile. When he smiles, his whole face lights up, and I couldn’t help but smile with him.
Adam has such a calming presence. He made conversation easy (and I am not good with talking to new people, it was all him!). We spent the first hour just talking and easing into gentle touch.
Adam maintained open communication the whole way through, making sure I was comfortable and enjoying myself. I asked him to take the lead because I was so nervous. Boy, did he. He struck the perfect balance of lead and follow, gentle and strong… The next two hours were exactly what I’d been missing.
He worshipped my body.
He cared for me.
He was sweet and beautiful.
He was joyous and playful.
He was sexy and carefree.
His energy was wild and free, always with safety and care.
I laughed just as much as I got hot and sweaty!
I truly believe he loves women, and that he wants to honour us and give to us exactly as we deserve.
