Catherine Lusso, as time goes by...
Catherine Lusso as time goes by.
Hello my fine friends, it has been awhile since I have written anything here.
I was sitting having a phone conversation with a friend chatting about life in general and how our lives have changed.
When I was in my 20s , if I saw an opportunity I jumped for it . Didn't think about consequences, just focused on possibilities.
In my thirties wasn't a lot different except I was a bit more aware of my mortality.
In my forties I was in a relationship that I assumed was "forever". This was one of the greatest learning curves I had . I became a handbag ! OMG , I looked at my then partner and thought what have I done. I could see the proverbial noose around my neck and thought. I have a job I don't like, living with a man I don't like in a life where I felt numb.
I jumped up and said I'm leaving , packed my things and fled.
He later came to see me with credit cards in hand. And asked me to come back. I had great delight in saying shove your money where there will never be sunshine. My ego got the better of me . Girls always grab the money before you run! He was a nice man and I cared for him deeply . We just didn't work.
That was the last time I would allow someone to have control over my life. At the age of 50, I wasn't afraid to stand up and be responsible for me. I will create my own Queendom , pay my own bills and answer to my own sense of self.
Don't get me wrong I adore men, love your company in and out of the bedroom . I admire your ability to focus on the prize and like a pit bull you don't let go .And I love sitting back with a glass of wine in bed talking as qe play and roll around under the sheets.And when you like eating your calories too we are a match made by the hours….
I chose to do this work and am so grateful I have because I have met such extraordinary men.
This may not be how you see yourself but it's how I see you. It takes a lot of courage for a man to pick up the phone and contact a stranger .It takes courage to share such an intimate personal side of yourself. And I do appreciate you.
Pick up the phone and come and see me and we will prove to each other it's a great thing to do.
You get to leave your stress with me. My bank will overflow and so will yours as giving creates getting.
Catherine Lusso
