diary of male escort Adam River: She told me that I had changed her life, and that changed me...
I'm in my 40's, and have an insatiable thirst for knowledge and travel. I have a postgraduate education and spent many years living and working abroad: as a teacher and mentor, a musician, an explorer, sometimes a hopelessly lost fool. Along the way, I nurtured a talent that surfaced whenever I was fortunate enough to connect with someone intimately.
When I was 21 I met a girl and fell in love, as one does, and we enjoyed an honest relationship with open communication and passionate love-making from the beginning. Some time later, she confided in me:
"Before I met you I thought I was frigid... I didn't think I'd ever be able to enjoy sex! You fixed a part of me that I didn't even know was broken".
I was so flattered, and humbled, and I had no idea what it was that I'd done or how I'd done it! A few years later, I had a beautiful connection with a soul I met at a course. I felt intuitively drawn to her, and we almost immediately fell together, pulled into each other with passionate abandon even though we were relative strangers. After 10 minutes of the most tender and honest exploration, she collapsed into my body and started crying deeply, sobbing without restraint for a long, obviously overdue time. I held her, softly but firmly cradled in my arms, and when she'd finally released all her pent-up emotion I asked her gently why she was crying. She replied slowly, with widening eyes and reverent wonder: "I feel safe... but I have never felt this kind of safe before!".
I knew immediately, and with a deep understanding and sense of responsibility, that I had to dedicate my life to this work. If I can help someone in this way then I must. The gift of wonderful sex and sexual connection is our sacred, essential right.
I have an honest and genuine love of women, and I approach my work with the deepest gratitude and reverence. It took other years, and other beautiful souls, for me to improve my repertoire and technique to a place of confidence in my abilities. More importantly, it took time to explore and understand my own needs and desires. I had to dig deep to discover that my own secret kinks and fantasies were nothing to be ashamed of - they are sexy, they are mine, and they allow me to experience sacred euphoria and divine pleasure. We all experience hurt and pain, and we are all able to heal, to truly love and accept our authentic selves no matter how unconventional we might think they are. We learn that one person's guilty pleasure is another's deepest desire. We can choose to perceive our experiences either in shadow or in the light and I am grateful every day that I have been guided to share this with you and the world.
