escort diary® of Kaliheartholistic: Preparing the Temple
Before he arrives…
there’s an entire world unfolding.
I start by closing all the doors.
Not to shut anything out, but to call everything in.
I light the candles on my altar.
Dress slowly. Not for him.
For the ritual of it.
Lotion on thighs. Oil on wrists.
A necklace that kisses the hollow of my collarbone.
Every layer chosen with breath and intention.
The room is already humming.
Incense curling like a secret.
The sheets cool, ironed and inviting.
The music low and warm, like a heartbeat just beneath the earth.
I touch myself lightly. Not for release.
But to remind my body:
this is sacred.
He’ll walk in and see soft lighting, maybe a glass of his drink of choice.
But he won’t see what it took to make this space.
How many prayers I whispered into the pillows.
How many parts of me are already leaning toward him.
Because by the time he arrives…
I’m already open.
And the temple is ready.
I have space for one or two more this week,
for those who wish to step into something deeper.
Not a service. A ceremony.
Love,
Kali xx
