Pondering life etc.
I just had a great session it was very interesting as they safe worded out at mid session . We both agreed that I'm very " hardcore" and they were very surprised at how nice I actually am in person . Not a " complete b*tch " as some may assume from first appearances . Sometimes I forget how much of a lifestyle fetishist I am . It is interesting to explore people's limits and personally their reasons for doing things. It is there any reason why I stay consistently focused on what I do . I understand that is confronting sometimes when dropping out mid session due to personal inner conflictions .This is one of the many reasons why I do consultations in-depth prior to meeting somebody so I can get a feel look through they are rather than " Get in , Get it out ". I look forward to exploring further with people on breaking through these barriers in future.