escort diary® of Billie Moore

My Personal views on showing nudity

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If you asked me 6 months ago if I would ever show nudity, my answer would be a hard NO! I am very open about my escorting and as I am so 'out' it is very hard to fly under the radar.

I live in a city where everyone knows everyone, I rarely go out clubbing with friends, but occasionally when I do I have people approach me asking if I am Billie Moore. This makes things real for me, these are the people who actually come up to me, how many know who I am but don't approach me?
I have seen new clients who have mentioned they saw me at the supermarket, or at the gym. I have seen clients in the supermarket, and the service station, the reality is it is a small city!
As many of my followers are aware, I used to work in the mines, and due to my role I met alot of people. I also have competed in body sculpting competitions so I am known in the fitness community.
Because I know so many people I am aware of what I put out there for people to see.

As I am so aware I never felt comfortable showing nudity. South Australia is still quite a conservative state and I know many people who I used to work with would take great pleasure saving naked photos and sending them around.

My family and my friends live and work in the mines still, last thing I want is for them to walk into a crib room and have to endure the humiliation of this. 
I know many ladies who just don't care, which I am envious for, but it had always been a personal choice for me.

Recently I have made the decision to show some nudity, not to put on my advertising, but for those who pay for my onlyfans subscription. I have been criticized that my $25USD a month subscription is too high. The main reason for me choosing a rate higher than other ladies is to restrict the amount of subscribers to those who are actual fans of mine, who would pay that to see more explicit content. My only fans is so much more than naked photos, its also porn, which once its out there its very hard to get back.
I am very aware there are many guys out there that lurk all over sex workers, never intending on booking them, to be blunt, they don't pay my bills and they are not who I am looking at pleasing. I never send explicit videos/photos in my personal life, so why would I do it in my professional life when the vast majority of followers are just lurkers? Just because I am a sex worker does not mean I am required to show this content, especially for free. 

So why am I now showing it? I now have a following of interstate/international women and men. I receive requests for this content as they cannot see me in person, or not as regularly as they would like, so I have now worked up the courage to post explicit content for a financial reward for my time, energy and risk of photos/videos being leaked. 

Now were diving into my psychology a bit. I am a pleaser naturally, but as a pleaser I require a reward for my work or I feel used. Positive reinforcements from clients is a large part of it: they are paying for my time, energy, and skills, so when I receive a review or compliments from them it satisfy my need for positive reinforcement. As for posting pornography, a subscription to my onlyfans is sufficient reward for the time and energy I have put it to filming and posting explicit content.
At the end of the day it doesn't matter how much I enjoy my work, I need some sort of financial reward.

I completely understand some amazing exhibitionist ladies who love to put that explicit content out there for the world to see, and good on them!! I am also aware that everyone is different and it really is a personal choice, much like if they choose to show their faces, what rates they charge and the level of nudity they show. It really is a personal choice.

Billie xx

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